Independance Day

I feel trapped, locked, lost inside myself. I don't know who I am anymore and I'm not the person I want to be. For the first time, my focus doesn't feel that it's about money or my job or my body or comparing those things to everyone else. My focus has shifted to something more meaningful and personal. I don't know if it's spiritual or mental but there is a definite change, but I feel this new person cannot break through the cocoon that once fostered its growth.

So I need to change. I have decided that this July 4th will be My Independance Day where I become free from everything that is holding me back, holding me in and dragging on me. I don't want to say that I'm going to become a new person, but I want to become a better person and I can't think of a better day to liberate myself.

Here are some things I'd like to do:
- Stop biting my nails
- Stop lying to myself and others
- Excercise regularly
- Meditate
- Stop repressing my feelings
- Stop hating myself
- Become irreverently fashionable
- Get a new hair style

I think I'm going to write a constitution. My constitution will be things I want to do and don't want to do and it will be binding. I'm sure more information will follow....