Jan 17, 2007

Go West

I am torn. I want to move away, but I want to stay.

Alot of my law school friends are moving to exotic places like Arizona, Nevada and Washington. I want to move somewhere else. I want to leave this life behind. I want to live in Oregon or Washington. I'd also consider out east as well. Even Chicago would be a nice change.

But I can't run away. I don't know if moving would fix anything. And then I have days when I want to live in Detroit. I want to have a practice and work in the City. I love Michigan. I love the air and the water. I love the weather. People say it sucks, and it does, but it's interesting. I like seasons. I like change. I like the bitter cold and the scorching heat. And I like to complain the whole time.

I don't know. I'm stuck between worlds and it's annoying that I have to choose the bar I want to take.

Part of the problem is that Toledo is lonely. Maybe life is lonely. Maybe I'm just lonely.

I took an online test regarding my "real age". It said I was 10 years older than I actually am. That means 40 years old. I could reduce that if I had a dog. The universe is telling me to get a dog. I want a dog as soon as I move, where ever I move to.

It's nights like this that I don't want to be me. Then I wake up in the morning and I couldn't imagine being anyone else.

2 comments:

Jay Anderson said...

You put the "chi" in "Michigan". If you left, then it would be "Migan", which according to a Google search (translated from French) is "Coarse mashed potatoes of banana and fruits with bread", which sounds nasty.

Therefore, you should stay in Michigan :)

The W-spot said...

You should talk to Anna Banana, she is VERY lonely. She says she has no friends, I say you have friends, just not where you live. I don't think that helps...