Hungry Like the Blog

I'm so tired. Exams wiped me out. Now I'm trying to get my life back together. I have dishes to do. I have to clean my bathroom. I have a ton of laundry. I want to exercise. I need to buy a lot of christmas presents. I must get everything ready for christmas. On top of this I have to work, which others do, but I have to work two jobs and have no stability. If I had an office to sit in and work on stuff I would be much more relaxed. The PD is crazy and i run around for hours. The attorneys I work for have me run around for hours. I haven't checked my email in 48 hours even. Why is this crazier than finals? Argh!

Yesterday I had to file something in probate court. I took the thing to my boss, had him sign the checks, and then I left to file it. When I got downtown only one of the checks was signed. Urg. So I probably have to go back today. Urg. And my two attorney's are splitting up, so that means I'll probably have three jobs. Three times the stress. But I did get a $2 raise an hour.

I have parties to go to on Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. All with different people. All with the Stress. I need medication. Life shouldn't make me this stressed out.

This is me going insane. I need a vacation. I only have like 2 more weeks before school starts again.

I think I may avoid NYE this year. There are too many decisions to make. Nothing that I want to do. It's all too much work.

Maybe I'll just plan my strategy for 2007. As I'm getting older, I realize I'm a disaster. I'm an unlikeable person, and I don't blame people for not likeing me. I'm a trainwreck. I am like an unpretty Tara Reid mixed with Tara Conner combined with Tara Lipinski as a crack whore. I've got Tara Syndrome or TS (treatable by the new medication Tarestria). I need to not be a disaster anymore. I'm almost like Jessie Spano on No-doz or whatever.

Blah.