Just got back from Toronto. Very fun weekend. Very busy. Slightly scandalous. I bought new shoes. Drank a lot. Love Canadia.
I think my Esteem Action Day is over. I feel better about myself. Thanks for the support, I appreciate it. I just don't understand why we have to hate ourselves. It's the worst thing we can do and we all do it somewhat. It's just not helpful at all, but we can't avoid it.
I realized this weekend though, that I'm kind of a jerk. Actually, Jay and Eric say that I'm very judgy! I don't want to be judgy. I don't think I am, but I don't know if that's denial or not. I really don't try to judge people. I don't know what to do. I try not to be a bad person, but I'm afraid I am without knowing it. So I'm going to try to be a better person. I'm going to try not to judge anymore. I'm not going to let myself be judged. I'm going to exist and let others exist as they shall.
I'm very excited about going back to Canadia this weekend. I'm a little sad that it will be sooo cold, because I wanted to go to the beach. Oh well. At least it will be comfortable to sleep without the a/c. I'm driving up Thursday and coming back on Monday.
I am tired from all the travelling today. I'm going to go to bed early tonight.
4 comments:
Silly Ryan, the cottage has no A/C. I'm also kind of bummed that it will be cool, because I too was hoping to go to the beach, I even bought new swim trunks. Be-ach!
Cold = bummer, but think of how fun it will be to have a bonfire.
You're not judgy. You just tend to express disapproval where others may not. It's sort of funny because even though you're not judgmental, you got flak for it because you express your opinion, whereas someone who is extremely judgmental but never says anything might be considered really nice by people who don't know him/her.
I'm SO wise.
Beckie
I know. That's why I said it would be good to be cooler at night, because it will be easier to sleep without the a/c, because the cottage doesn't have it. Maybe I wrote it poorly....
I'm not happy about the cold, but I'm ok with it. It's been so hot lately.
I guess I express opinions, rather bluntly sometimes, but I don't think I'm judgy. I don't think people are bad for poor decisions, I just express what I'm thinking. I'm not sure if Jayric agrees...
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