Is Jesus your pal? Do you call him by name?

Last night I met my friend Andy at Starbucks and we talked for about an hour. It was good. I got Tazo Lotus Tea. Yum. I really like the coffee shop atmosphere. I dislike how expensive coffee is though. I also don't really like Starbucks coffee, but I like their tea. The coffee is not bad, but it's a little bitter for me.

Anyway, Andy and I had a good conversation, then I went to the library. I studied contracts and such. Very exciting. Then I went for a 45 minute walk. I love it when it's cold outside but I get warm from the exercise and I can see my breath. The world is so dark and quiet and cold at night. It feels more pure than life could ever possibly be.

I got home and talked to Brian for about an hour. It was nice to talk to someone right before drifting to sleep. I've never met anyone like Brian before and it's sad that the world seems to be against us. Alas, it is the story of my life. I'm glad that he accepts me for who I am. It means more to me that anyone probably realizes.

"Is jesus your pal? Do you call out his name, When your concience is shivering? Do you need someone too, Just like those people who Find peace in someone’s promises? You sure don’t need my promises... So come and sit on my box, Enjoy the view of this water, Where my lifeboat is sinking. If you open your eyes, Take a look at this mess, Could you fake your reflection, child? If you reach out for more, You’ll find nothing but sorrow. ’cause knowledge is hollow. And pride is hard to swallow. So come and sit on my box, Enjoy the view of this water, Where my lifeboat is sinking." ~ Gus Gus