Apr 14, 2004

Jet-lag sans the jet

I'm really tired right now. I have not been sleeping well and I don't know why. I haven't had caffeine in several days and I haven't been watching TV in bed or anything. Actually, I didn't sleep well at all this past weekend. It seems like every day I went to be really late, so that I couldn't sleep in as long as I wanted, or I had to wake up really early. I could really use some sleep right now, since I've practically been dozing at work.

I just took a multi-vitamin. Yum.

I have been trying to exercise lately. I've been in a really good mood lately for some reason. I don't really know why but things are going well. As Duncan would say, "I'm on a high, on a high, nothing more to it." Of course, I'm not "high" because I don't do drugs except caffeine and chocolate (never underestimate the dangers of caffeine, kids). I'm just really happy and doing really well right now.

I think it's because I've been getting "signs" lately. Now, I don't know if I talk about it very much but I'm very superstitious in some ways, but not the conventional ways. My favorite cats are black. I spill salt for fun. I lived under a ladder for 18 months once. Ok, maybe not that extreme. I just don't really believe in coincidence because it's too convenient. I believe that the higher powers of the universe have organized it in a certain way. Human will plays a big part but the pieces interlock too well, for it just to be random. Anyway, I've been getting signs which is God or some other higher power's way of 1) messing with me or 2) helping me. I think that she/he/it/they are helping. We shall call this power Shith (combining all the 3rd person pronouns). Well, these signs are guideposts that help me along, telling me what I should or shouldn't do or maybe just nudging me in a different direction.

I had a supernatural experience the other evening when Jenn and I went and stalked Kris. I am also very happy with the Takkun/Jim thing. I'd like to think that I brought them together, but I didn't. If anyone did, Shith did, and he's cool. He did tell me that they fit well and I should nudge them. Will Shith nudge them to sleep together? Maybe Jim should get on the pill...or the patch! The patch is edgy. Go patch!

Anyway, I'm tired but in a good mood. Ain't nothin' gonna break my stride. Except that pothole on the supernatural freeway of existence. Ow. Shith better call out the road commission.

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